Sing-a-long now~~

Feeling a bit mad at myself.



This song mad me better.

Flashback~~

I'm bored. I have no topic. And I was browsing thru FB just awhile ago. Saw this pic and it brought back happy memories.

I did say that I spent 5 years of my childhood in a another country rite? Actually, it was 7 years.. :) From 1988 til 1994. That pic above was my last class photo taken in Woodford International School. I do miss those times. (Check out my socks. Haha!)

In case some of you are wondering,
Woodford is in Honiara, Solomon Islands.
I miss it there. I especially miss the scenery, the beaches. If I had enough money, I'd go back there for a holiday. That would be so cool. :)

One of the frequent asked question whenever I mention Solomon Islands.
"Where is Solomon Islands?"
-.-"


Can you see it? :)

I really do miss it there. I miss waiting for the school drums 'cause it means that we'll be out for a break. I miss the lunch bells where we had to freeze on the first ring. Then on the second ring, we'd have to rush back into class. Haha. Funny right?

I miss Sports Day and the house chants.

"Boom-a-racker , Boom-a-racker, Boom-a-racker BANG!!
We are the kids from the Tenaru gang
We love to jump; We love to run
So come on Tenaru TRY TRY TRY!"

Haha. That's my house chant. I still remember it even after 16 years. Btw, Tenaru is the Blue house. Missing Sports Day a lot!!

I miss going to Hot Cross Buns in Honiara and buying this one icing bun that has a single cherry on top. And listening to my dad singing the song "Hot Cross Buns" from my nursery rhymes while he drives us there.

I miss going to Mendana Hotel for lunch or dinner and watching the dance performance.

I miss going for picnics at the beautiful beaches.

I miss inviting my friends over so that we could play dress-up. :)

I miss everything from my childhood days.

Nostalgic mode,

30 Jan 2010

I am super bored. And super hungry. Din ate anything yesterday coz din had the appetite. Now I wanna eat, eat, eat. But it's no fun eating alone. In the end, I'll end up eating cereals with milk again. Poor me. Huhu.

Saturday!! And I have no plans. None at all. BooHoo.

Come, let's listen to one of my fave song.
(Used for cheering me up and chasing the boring-ness away)



Love this song. :)

Super bored,

Tick Tock Tick Tock

5am.

I'm still wide awake. Damn.

Been tossing and turning on my bed for like an hour. Then I gave up and went online instead, looking for accessories. I was hoping to get sleepy by 3 but *sigh* here I am still awake.

Supposed to be asleep. Haven't been feeling well today. So I had an early dinner, took 2 pills of Panadol and went to get comfy in bed with a nice book.

:S

And now, I'm craving for CHOCOLATES!!! Why do I always get weird cravings in around these kind of hours? *sobsob* This is so fattening. I NEED TO SLIM DOWN! Or else I won't fit into my new outfits. (Bet my sis will be so darn happy.)

Went to Citrus on Wednesday with Effa. While browsing through the menu, one of the dessert caught my eye. TOBLERONE FONDUE. Yum! Tried the Chocolate before, how come I din realize they have Toblerone? Huhu. I must go back there and have that dessert. Don't care if it's fattening. And I want a Funky Monkey too. I like bananas. Haha.

Ok. Dunno what else to write about. Just feeling so darn frustrated that I can't sleep. Huhu. I'll think of something better to write about some other time.

Wish me luck! I'm gonna try to get some sleep. :(

Good night. No, should be good morning.



P.S: My poor hair has split ends after I dyed it. Need to go and buy hair mask. *sobsob* More money flying away. :((

A song from my childhood :)

Hello.

I'm watching Thumbelina on Youtube. planned to watch The Swan Princess first but Thumbelina was always one of my favourites. So, Thumbelina first.

This song was one of my fave when I was a little girl.


Lyrics:
Cornelius:
Let me be your wings
Let me be your only love
Let me take you far beyond the stars

Let me be your wings
Let me lift you high above
Everything we're dreaming of will soon be ours

Anything that you desire
Anything at all
Everyday I'll take you higher
And I'll never let you fall

Let me be your wings
Leave behind the world you know
For another world of wondrous things
We'll see the universe and dance on Saturn's rings
Fly with me and I will be your wings

Anything that you desire
Anything at all
Everyday I'll take you higher
And I'll never let you fall

Thumbelina:
You will be my wings
You will be my only love
Wondrous things are sure to happen

Both:
We'll see the universe and dance on Saturn's rings

Cornelius:
Heaven isn't too far

Thumbelina:
Heaven is where you are

Both:
Stay with me
And let me be your wings!

Yes, I'm a dreamer ..
Din I tell you I wanted to live in fairy tales?

Bye for now,

The End ... ...

This is it, the last few pages of the story. Soon it would be time to close the book and set it down. But why do you seem reluctant to finish those last pages? Why don’t you close the book? Oh, I get it. This story doesn’t end with “And they live happily ever after”.

Wish all stories would end that way. Then everyone would be happy. Right? But what if the story doesn’t ends with a “Happily Ever After”? That doesn’t mean that you have to keep holding on to it, wishing for a better ending. Think of the journey the story had given you. Think back on how the story brought you a whole new adventure. Opening up your eyes on things you’ve never knew and teaching you more about yourself. In short, think back on how this story has been trying to make you be a better person.

Think of all the happy parts of the story. Parts that tickled your heart and made you laughed out loud, louder than you’ve ever laughed. Think back on the parts that had swept you away and kept you dreaming throughout the whole story. Don’t be afraid to recall back those moments. Even though the story has ended, these moments have become a part of you, tucked away forever in your memories. And when you think back on them, you’ll probably smile at the jokes that were once so funny and maybe chuckle a bit at the memory of a few funny incidents. Maybe you’ll even tear up a little at the memory of those magical moments where you were whisked off to a fairytale. But it’s alright. Go on and shed a few tears. Just remember to be thankful that it happened and not to be sad that it’s over.

And yes, every story also has their bad moments. There may be some parts in the story that made you so mad that you just want to scream out loud. Just thinking back on those parts of the story makes your hands shake because of the anger you feel. But when you think back on these moments, try not to think about the hurt and resentment that you felt. Rather then that, try to think back on what those moments had taught you. Remember how by encountering those moments, you’ve become a much stronger person then you were before. Yes I know that a few words had slipped out of your mouth when you were mad and you might be regretting some of it. But what’s done is done. You can’t change the past. So learn from your mistakes and be a wiser person then you were before.

Then there are the sad parts of the story. Parts when you felt as though your heart has been ripped out of your body. Thinking back on these moments are the hardest, I know. It seems that every time you do so, fresh tears will come rolling down your face. But remember, time heals everything. You may cry now but later on after a few years when you think back on these moments, you’ll smile a sad smile and be surprised at how you’re not crying anymore.

So now it’s time to close the book. And smile at remembrance of what had happen in that story. It might be the end and there may not be a “Happily Ever After”. But hey, don’t be sad. Be strong and think of it as the starting of a brand new story. There will be lots of blank pages, waiting to be filled up.

So, don’t hesitate now. A new adventure is waiting.

Why? :(

I feel sad.

Don't you trust me?

Why don't you trust me?

It's all a misunderstanding.

Don't you know I miss you?

I don't wanna start the same fight again.

:'(

Can we just forget about it?

I miss you,

Simply adorable

Hello.
Just got back from BARcelona. Before I head off for a shower and a good night sleep, thought of sharing what I did today.

Went out with a friend for lunch at noon, stopped by at the bus terminal first to get a bus ticket (Daddy and Catherine will so kill me if I leave it till last minute and there's no ticket left). Then, went to visit a friend of mine who gave birth in November. I was back in Sri Aman when she gave birth. How frustrating... And I have been waiting and anticipating for months and months. *sigh* So finally got to see her baby today. She's so cute!

That's Baby Isya. Cute kan? After 'talking' to us for like an hour, she got abit cranky. So her mama gave her some water and when I was carrying her after that, she fell asleep. Awwww...

After chit-chatting with her parents while Isya slept, I went to take a look on my poor kitties. Skip and Belle were fine, but poor poor Oggy is in bad condition. He has gotten thinner, there's lesser fur on his tail and his two back legs are wobbly when he walks. *sniffsniff* I'm sad for him. Hope he stays strong until Aynoor comes back from Sibu. Then we can take him to the vet. Be strong Oggy!! :(

After that, we went to watch a movie.


Quite nice. Guess what. I cried. Hahaha.
AND, the cinema was freakin' cold. Even with my sweater on I was still shivering. Next time , I'm gonna bring socks, gloves, ear muffs and a scarf too. :P

Then after a quick dinner at McD, it was off to BARcelona coz my friend wanted to watch the football match. Me, being the non football fan, know what I did? Played Solitaire with Kin. And 1 round of chess (we lost BADLY) and also 2 rounds of Sudoku. Haha.

So, I guess that's all. Off for a shower now!


Wait! I forgot. Haha. I'm really excited to watch a new movie that should be released around May. It's a sequence from 3 of my FAV MOVIE!

Hehehe! Puss in Boots is sooooo cute. And look! He has gotten fat!
I can't wait!!!

Sweet dreams!

This tickled my heart :)

Found this while I was browsing through the internet on Thursday. I was looking for puppies and kittens when I found this image.

:))

Off to bed now,

Dark & Gloomy?

Hello.

Guess how the weather has been these past few days?

This.

Haha.
Maybe not literally raining cats and dogs. But it has been raining heavily, non-stop since Tuesday nite. *sigh* I don't really mind the rain. It is quite nice to stay curl up in your blankie while hearing the raindrops outside your window. It would be a nice weather to catch up on those books you've always wanted to read while sipping a cup of hot chocolate. Yum! :)

Still, days and days of rain could get quite tiring. So, I've decided to find quotes on rains. And most of it cheered me up. But these 3 really made me smile. I'm going to share them.


"Let the rain kiss you. Let the rain beat upon your head with silver liquid drops. Let the rain sing you a lullaby."
~by Langston Hughes


"And when it rains on your parade, look up rather than down. Without the rain, there would be no rainbow."
`by Jerry Chin

"Anyone who says sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the rain."
~Author Unknown



Nice right? So don't let the wet season get you down.

All snuggled up in my comforter,

Listening to this right now

Sad song right?

(: unɟ ɹoɟ ʇsnɾ

˙oןןǝɥ

˙unɟ s,ʇı 'ןןıʇs ʇnq ¡ǝɯɐן ˙˙˙ ʍouʞ ı 'ʍouʞ ı ˙puǝıɹɟ ɐ ɯoɹɟ sıɥʇ ʇnoqɐ ʇno punoɟ ˙ǝɥǝɥ ¡uʍop ǝpısdn 'ƃuıƃƃoןq ɯ,ı 'pooɟ ɟɟo puıɯ ʎɯ ǝʞɐʇ oʇ 'os ): ˙ƃuıuǝʇʇɐɟ os ǝʞıן sı ʇɐɥʇ ˙ɯɐʎɐ uɐdɐןɐן sı ʍou ʇɥƃıɹ ɟo ʞuıɥʇ uɐɔ ı ןןɐ puɐ ˙ƃuıןqɯnɹ sı ʎɯɯnʇ ʎɯ ʎןsnoıɹǝs ˙ʎɹƃunɥ ooooooos ɯɐ ı puɐ ɯɐ 1 sı ʇı

Ok. Enough upside downs. My neck hurts trying to read what I wrote. Haha. Btw, my back hurts. And I have 3 fugly bruises on my left thigh. Thanks to the karaoke session I had with the cuzzies last nite. We had 1 bottle of Absolut Raspberry and 1 bottle of Absolut Peach. Me n 1 of my cousin planned to take home the empty bottles as a memoir. But darn! I blacked out last nite and she was too bz singing. So when we woke up this morning the both of us was like "Oh No! We forgot our bottles!" Haha. Can't blame me coz I have absolutely no idea what happen last nite after I passed out. Thank God Karl and Emen was there to carry me into the car. Hahaha! Lesson? If u wanna go out for drinks, make sure there are guys following. Just in case you need help walking back to the car. :)

Wait! Forgot to mention that before the karaoke session, we went for dinner at Soho and BARcelona. Food was great but I think I chose the wrong drink for dinner. Midori Martini. Figured that because there's Midori in it, maybe it would taste good (I'm a big fan of Midori). But, I was wrong. The Martini was horrible. Not my taste I guess. Owh, and guess what? The total bill for our dinner was ... *drum rolls* RM300++! I almost fainted. But luckily my cousin's friend footed the bill. :P Bak kata anung, "Ari tok, cukur bulu kaki orang jak keja kita!" Haha!

What else? Hurm .. Did I mention that I only sang 1 song last nite? After that it was nitey nite for me. *sigh* Sia sia jak aku pg karaoke..

I think that's all. I'm sleepy. Better go to bed to try to forget bout my Lalapan Ayam. Haha. Besides, I have to make up for the unhealthy sleep i had last nite. Right?

¡ooɥooʍ ˙ɥɔunן ʎɯ ɹoɟ ɯɐʎɐ uɐdɐןɐן nɐdɐʇ puɐ oƃ ɐuuoƃ ɯ,ı ʍoɹɹoɯoʇ ¡ǝuoʎɹǝʌǝ ǝʇıu ʎǝʇıu

(: dǝǝןs ǝʇıu pooƃ ɐ ɹoɟ ƃuıdoɥ


P.S: I just found out that 2 of my cats died. Chip and Venus, I'm so gonna miss u 2. Especially ChipChip. :'(

1Malaysia? Puh-Leez ..

Just awhile ago I was browsing through my FB and I came across one status update. It was about a church arson attack. I was curious so I went and Goggle-d it. And there it was. A news on arson attacks on 3 churches in Malaysia. *sigh*

What's happening now amongst the Malaysian. How can one be so thoughtless on doing such act? 1Malaysia, yeah right ... That's just NATO (No Action Talk Only).

This makes me think back on an essay I was asked to write in 2003, when I as in Form 5. It was for a contest held by the News Straits Times. The name of the contest was Portrait of a Young Malaysian. I remember what I felt when I wrote out my essay, my own portrait as a young Malaysian. I was proud to be a Malaysian, the reasons are mainly because of the different races and cultures we have here living together harmoniously. I even compared Malaysia to a country where I've spent 5 years of my childhood.

But now, all those words seemed bleak and empty. My eyes are open up wide now. I know what's going on. Back in 2003, I was living under a shell, protected by my teachers. Only being told what we should know. But now, if I were to write an essay again on Portrait of a Young Malaysian, it would be so much more different.

Malaysian, what's happening to us? Where is that 1Malaysia concept? Actually we don't even need that 1Malaysia concept to tell us and guide us to be better people. Use your heart. What would you feel if others treat you unjustly?

Dear Malaysia, how can I be proud to be a Malaysian if your people are acting this way?

Prayer for our country

Almighty God,
bless our nation
and make it true
to the ideas of freedom and justice
and brotherhood for all who make it great.

Guard us from war,
from fire and wind,
from compromise, fear, confusion.

Be close to our president and our statesmen;
give them vision and courage,
as they ponder decisions affecting peace
and the future of the world.

Make me more deeply aware of my heritage;
realizing not only my rights
but also my duties
and responsibilities as a citizen.

Make this great land
and all its people
know clearly Your will,
that they may fulfill
the destiny ordained for us
in the salvation of the nations,
and the restoring of all things in Christ.

Amen

Pray for our country,

DumDumDiDaDum ...

I'm bored. There's nothing much for me to do. And it can be quite depressing to be in my situation right now. Waiting and waiting. *sigh*

Someone come and kidnap me quick!

Something new~~

I was totally bored ok? So went surfing through the internet and suddenly thought of something that I've always wanted to do for such a long time. Hehe. Ok, it might not be new for some of you but it's new to me. I generated some signatures for me. Haha!

So now I can sign off with style!

XOXO's

Moments captured :)

Was browsing through my photo album earlier and I came across these pictures. It was taken during the holidays. Me and my siblings were bored at home so we decided to play badminton at our courtyard. And guess what time it was? 3 in the evening! Freaking hot I tell you. But I was lucky. I get to play in the shade. Ha-Ha! So that means that my opponent has to play under the sun. And as Mummy was yelling at us telling that it's too hot to play, guess what my siblings did?




Ha-ha! I miss those 2.. Owh! There was this one time when one of us hit the shuttlecock too hard that it landed on the roof. Since that was the last usable shuttlecock left (others had ended up becoming chew toys :S), my brother had to go and get it. This was done by climbing out of the window from my parents' bedroom.



Luckily Mummy din see. :)

One of my favourite quotes

It's 2010 already?

So another year has gone by. Let me think back to what I've promised myself last year ... Don't think I've fulfill them all. Ha-ha.

2010.

What would I want for 2010?

I pray that Daddy will be more health conscious, able handle his anger more and knows that I'm trying my very best to make him proud. I pray that Mummy won't get tired all the time, have more patience and knows that I love her and misses her everyday. I pray that my sister would be more wiser, listens to the advises given to her and knows that we all love her and want the best for her. I pray that my brother would grow up, stop annoying people and read more books this year. I pray that my family could be the happy loving family that I once knew. That's what I want for my family for 2010.

For myself? I pray that I too will be wiser, have a stronger will, a stronger heart and have more patience ...

Actually, I don't really know what I want for myself in 2010 ... sometimes the world seems so bleak and I feel as if there's no hope for me. I just pray that one day I'd be able to open my eyes and realize that everything will get better.

Happy 2010 everyone. Hope this year brings you all happiness.

Can't sleep ...

I'm in a new room. Feels less homey .. Tomorrow I have to go and get some stuff to make it feel more homey. I should be sleeping now yet my eyes are so wide awake. And my heart is troubled.

Dis song tells what I'm feeling rite now.



Really like the part when she sings
"I'm fading fast & you`re the one I'm calling, I'm crying out cause baby do you, do you know? You're my heartbeat, you're my energy. Gotta come running
before its too late."