Sorry~ I forgot~ >.<

Hehe. I forgot. The other day, I promised to post a picture of the cupcakes that I ordered from Malacca. Here it is.

But, sorry ya kakak yg polah cupcakes ya ... sik sedap. Not trying to sound cocky or anything but the cupcakes that me and my friends are selling are nicer. ;P Wan to know why? The cream that the kakak used. Cium jak bau cupcakes ya pun da mual. =.=" But the design is ok lar. Thanks anyway ..

p/s: I ate like only 3 out of 20 that we bought. Huhu.

cacat cacat cacat~!!!

I HAVE AN ULCER ON THE TIP OF MY TONGUE. SINCE WEDNESDAY. BUT GOTTEN WORSE ON THURSDAY. NOW, THE WAY I TALK IS SO CACAT. I CAN'T EAT. ONLY DRINK, DRINK AND DRINK. WARGHH~!!! MACAM ORG BRUK LEKAK POLAH PIERCING KAT LIDAH JAK. STUPID, STUPID, STUPD. FASTER GO AWAY LA ULCER. IT HURTS. I CAN'T TALK PROPERLY, I CAN'T EAT PROPERLY. HUHUHU ..

This is for you~

Once in awhile, I don't like what I'm feeling. It feels as if the whole world is lying to me right into my face. When I seek for assurance, I don't get it. I don't feel as if the truth is being told. But I would tell myself from time to time to not bother on these matters. Pay more attention on what makes you happy, not sad.

At these times, I don't really know how to write what I feel. Its as if I have no words to describe. So for me, songs are appropriate.

For today, the song that's been playing in my mind is Umbrella.



Dedicated to sum1. How much longer? How much further?



" When the sun shines, we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella~ "

Warghhh~!!!!!

2 weeks of hectic schedules before 2 weeks of blissful leisure. Haruskah? Huhu. Just had my Progressive Test 1 for Marketing Service. It was confusing~!! Habisla, habisla ... But what's done is done. Now I have to concentrate on the informal presentation on Thursday. Then next week, mid terms for Fin212 (Mon) and Economic Techniques (Thurs). Wait~!! Not done yet~!! There will be a presentation on our service script and blueprints for MOS on Tues and an Individual Assignment for Market Research due on Thurs. Warghh~!! Dats alot~!! Huhu. But after this 2 weeks, I get to bersenang-lenang for 2 weeks. Kira ganti balit la tek. Hohohoho~ Planning to balit Kuching wif friends. Nait kreta. Planning only la .. Not confirm yet. Eei, best eh best eh~!! Hahaha (Blom bis kerja gik da pike sal cuti. Terok~!!)

Tired ... Still have to do my MOS tute for tomorrow. Huhu .. Bah, better go do now. Feeling sleepy oredi~ (o.O)

Beautiful song ...

Was going thru my music album and I discovered this song. It's an old song by Delta Goodrem but it's a fav of mine.

Not Me, Not I




You mixed me up for someone
Who'd fall apart without you
Yeah you broke my heart for the first time
But I'll get over that too
It's hard to find the reasons
Who can see the rhyme?
I guess we were seasons out of time
I guess you didn't know me

[Chorus:]
If you think love is blind?
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprise, and I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry
No not me, not I, not I, no not me, not I

The story goes on without you
And there's got to be another ending
But yeah you broke my heart it won't be the last time
But I'll get over them too
As a new door opens we close the ones behind
And if you search your soul I know you'll find
You never really knew me

[Chorus]

All you said to me
All you promised me
All the mystery never did believe
No I never cry no I never not me not I

If you think love is blind
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprise, and I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry
No not I, I won't cry
No not me, not I, not I,
Not I
No not me, not I

New nursery rhyme

Hehe. That day in my friend's car while listening to the radio, we heard this small kid singing Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star. It was so funny coz he improvised a line of the song. Then I remembered this 1 improvised nursery rhyme. Hehehe. Here's the improvised Baa Baa Black Sheep:

Baa baa black sheep~

Ani wani mu?

Yes sir, Yes sir

3 bags full.

1 for my master,

and 1 for my dame.

And 1 for the little boy

Who lives down the lane.

My mind is in disturbia ...

I received a message from sum1 just now in FS. He was asking about sum1. If any of u read my FS blog, that sum1 he was asking about would be XX. Warghhh~!! Haruska bt aku t'igt gik ngn XX ya? Maka aku da semakin ok da .. Huhu.

Now this guy, he is my bestie's boyfren. 6 years now and still going strong. Then why was he asking about XX you may ask? Well those that read my FS blog, kan aku ada crita kat sia yg I will never be able to forgive XX? I still can't forgive XX, but I'm gradually learning to ignore on XX's existence. The main reason why I cannot forgive XX? Well, yes XX hurted this sum1 very dear to me. Not once, maybe twice or thrice. How has XX hurt this sum1? Well, after hurting me by taking away this sum1 dear to me, XX hurted that sum1 dear by going away and giving dat sum1 dear back to me. As if nya ya benda, bkn manusia. Memang I was happy, but in the same time I was sad coz I know, mek 2 mpun relationship will never be the same anymore.

More trobles and turbulance followed after that. But the 1 big major event that made me really hate XX was when I found out XX ya bbait blt ngn sum1 dear ya. XX made this sum1 trust in XX and made that sum1 start syg blt ngn XX. After dat, you know what she did? She told that sum1, yg nya dah start suka ngn org len and org len ya kiranya nya mpun ex-bf. wth!!

Wait~!! The best part is yet to come ... I found out by accident who was XX ex-bf (which was the one yg nya da start syg blt coz nya salu msg XX and salu kat dpn mata XX). That guy, he is my bestie's boyfriend. For SIX years now~!! Makin la aku mrh nak? Dala mrampas gerek aku, lukakan hati gerak aku ya, now nak mrampas gerek BESTFREN aku. Warghh~!! Unforgivable~!!

When dat sum1 dear found out, apa lagik. Pegila nya mrh2 kat XX ya. Pdh tok la, ya la ... pdh xkan maafkanla, xkan crk nya gik la, apa la ... ( Yeah rite~ Whatever~) While me? I kepo2 la. Go ask this guy yg nya knl x ngn XX ya. And you know what? He DENIED EVERYTHING!!! When XX found out that he was taken, by my bestfren lagik ya, XX say la yg nya xtauk apa2. Nya xkan crk lgk laki ya. Apa2la ..

Huhu. That's why now XX is trying very hard to ambik blt dat sum1 dear to me. As for me? I give dah. Come what may. I'll just assume XX doesn't exist. I'm happy that why. I won't nag, I won't throw tantrums, I won't cry, I won't be selfish. I'll just go on my way. Live.Love.Laugh. That's what I'll do.

Friends, thanks for making everyday of my days so filled with laughters.

p/s: Bodo laki ya tyk ngn aku sal XX. Buat aku emo jak igt blt ngn XX bodo ya. Maka aku dah hepi2 da xigt sal nya. Ktkorg mok tauk apahal nya tyk? Sebab nya mok pdh kat aku yg bestfren aku ya cinta sejati nya dr dlk gik. O tedah XX kn main gik. Sak nya. Sapa srh nya g mainkan perasaan org lain, kan? What goes around, comes around. Warghh~!! Aku emo~!! Dala. This is so not me.

GermS

Aok u ... marah2 kat me. Huh! Koto bh tauk x?

Huhu ...

Something funny ...

Hehe. I forgot. Yesterday before baking the cupcakes, we went to Parkson at Bintang Megamall to search for some piping equipments. When we arrived there, I realized something. I'll just show you the pics. No words necessary.






Hehe ...

Baking cupcakes~

I love baking. Yesterday, I baked cupcakes. Together with Eva and Ayno. Was just trying out some ideas we had. This was our first attempt. It might not look very pretty but it sure tastes nice. And we had lots of fun~!! Here's some pics of the process.

Wanna see the results?











Muahahahaha~!!!

Any1 wan 1? I can make some for you. But not for free ah~ Hehehehe.

Last pic, me hard at work. Trying my best to decorate. Haha.



Hehe. Dun be jealous~

Drama~

Yesterday, I had to attend a talk (actually a Heart-2-Heart session) at 4pm. It was for "special" students. Hahahaha. Well, I'm not going to talk on what was that session about but what Happan during the session. ada drama .. real life drama .. scary~

There's this one guy whom I disliked because he's abit weird. Not weird as in like nerdy or crazy, that I can still accept. But this guy, he's weird. Yes he looks nerdy but what really irks me is his attitude. Eeii~!!

ngumpat lok kjp. (alu klaka s'wak eh. haha) dolok, this guy ya tek mun dlm lab, mala bertepon. dah ya eh, time btepon ya, mala cam in some kind of trouble. cam lam gangster group la. then, org kan heran knk nya mala jak btepon lam lab. so, when that guy was talking on the fon, ada sorg groupmate nya ya tek pun tryla kol nya. skali nak, BERBUNYI tepon laki ya. sedangkan nya tgh btepon. HOW?? kantoila nya ya slama tok acting jak ... malu eh~!!

So, now u know a bit bout this guy ... I'll tell u about the drama that happen yesterday. This uy, he was there also. And so when the Speaker was asking whether any of us had placed the blame of failing certain units on. Then this guy said yes, he had. Then he went on complaining about how he had paid RM2000 for 1 unit but this is the kind of service he get. He was not happy. So the next day, he walked out of the class.

Then latar on, the speaker asked us whether we had a Study Timetable. And how many of us relly followed the timetable. Guess who had his hands up .. Yes. That guy again. So the Speaker said, then he shouldn't be facing any problems. And he agreed. he said he now know what was his problem on failing. He said he was not happy. So for this semester, he needs to stay happy. Infact, the word of the day was HAPPY. Well, after that he went on complaining on how he does not understand why he should be sitting there listening t the talk. Because this will remind him on what had happen last semester and this is making him NOT HAPPY. this contridicts with his plan on staying happy for the semester. And so, the Speaker asked for his name, which he told. Over and over again (as if to make sure the Speaker remembers his name). And when the Speaker asked if he would like to leave he siad of coz. then of he went walkng as if he was in some kind of mafia group member.

Througout all the drama, I was like what~???? Haruska u so kasar to the speakers when they are trying thier best to help u? So rude!!!

So that was the drama. Wished I had recorded it yesterday. Haha.

Little Miss Sleepy~ (-.-)

Feeling really tired today. My brain has been on holiday for about 4 days. Then all the sudden, today it's been forced to work. At 8 in the morning~!! Started with tutorial for EcoTech, then did the hworks for Fin before going to the tutorial.Finally MOS lecture .. tired tired tired ..

Suppose to be doing the case study for MOS tutorial tomorrow, but yet I feel so sleepy .. Huhu. Tomorrow I have a 8.30 class. Wargh~!! Wanna sleep~

Lately I've been feeling sleepy quite early .. Arun 8 or 9 I be yawning. Haha. BUT~!! The bad thing is, I'm used to waking up early now. Thank You Aynoor~ Haha. Arun 7, I'll wake up. On my own. Somtimes even before the alarm rings. Haih~

Got to go do my MOS now. Huhu.

Cupcakes.Cupcakes.I Love Cupcakes~

Just awhile ago, a friend of mine asked me if I wanted to order cupcakes from Malacca coz she's coming back to Miri on the 19th. Yeah~!! Cupcakes~!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE cupcakes. Not only cupcakes. I love cookies, cakes and oh so much more~!! anything that we can have for desserts. I LOVE LOVE LOVE~

One day, I hope to open up my own shop selling all those things. Baking is my passion, eating all those is also my passion. Hehe.

But before that, I should go for all those decorating class. To learn on doing the icings, toppings and all those. Hurm ... maybe 1 day owh?

Yum yum~ I can't wait for my cupcakes to arrive~ Don't worry, I'll show u all how the cupcakes looks like later. I'll take pics of my cupcakes before I eat them. Hehehe. (kejam alu jak bunyi)

Tags.Tags.Tags.

I was tagged by Rima. Thanks a lot gal .. Haha

-List these rules on your blog
-Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog
-Tell 6 unspectacular quirks of yours
-Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
-Link the person who tagged you
-Leave a comment for each blogger

So, the rules on my blog
# My blog might make no sense at all for any1 who is reading (if there are readers anyway), But I don't mind. It's my scribbles of what I do daily ...
# Hurm, I don't reli have any rules actually ... Sori~

Now, 7 facts about myself
# I love drinking soup. Back home with my mum's cooking I'll drink soup only. A big bowl of soup. No rice is necessary.
# I spent 5 years of my childhood growing up in another country. Honiara which is the capital city of Solomon Islands. Go look for it somewhere in the Pacific Ocean.
# For the past 6 months, I've tried to go on diet. My weight has been going up and down like a yo-yo. Huhu. But I'm not giving up.
# I love chocolate and anything chocolaty. My dream is to one day open up a chocolate shop that sells anything in chocolate flavour. Ice-cream, cakes, cookies, cupcakes, and so much more!!!
# I love love love my pets. I have 3 dogs back home. Billion, Lohan and Ryder. Here in Miri I have 3 cats. J.Bond, Skip and Chip.
# I grew up watching Disney cartoons. All those Sleeping Beauty, Cinderella, The Little Mermaid and so much more. Ask me anything about Disney cartoons. I can answer. Haha. (show off~).
# I hate having to tie up my hair. Ever since I was a kid. Ask any of my friends. Rain or shine, my hair always stays free. Haha. Except when I'm forced to occasional tie them up.

Moving on, 6 unspectacular quirks of mine
# I can chew on a piece of chewing gum for hours and hours. Haha
# I tend to laugh out really really loud when I'm with my friend. So not lady-like.
# I love furry animals. Love to pick them up and rub their fur on my cheeks. Even when I find furry stuffs that reminds me of furry animals, I'd rub them on my cheeks. ;P
# Sometimes I get this awful mood swings. I'd be laughing like crazy for awhile. Then maybe 15mins later I'll be crying my eyes out. Then I'll be laughing like crazy again.
# When I'm mopping the floor, NO ONE is allowed to walk about until the floor is completely dried. I hate seeing footprints on the floor. Arghh~!!
# Owh~!! I used to collect chocolate wrappings. Haha.

Lastly, the 7 people I'll tag
# Miss Eva
# Miss Putri
# Miss Sheela
# Miss Aynoor
# Mr Zul
# Mr Nazri, can I tag you as well? Hehe
# Err .. who else owh? 6 is all that I can think of. Then I tag YOU then, any of YOU that is reading. Haha.

That's all for now.

Zaika

Last nite, went for dinner at Zaika with some friends. It an Authentic North Indian Cuisine restaurant. The food there was ok. But yet, some of my friends din really liked it. I think it depends on individually preferences. When I was little, one of my bestie was an Indian. I used to spend every Monday at her place and her mum will whip up delicious Indian foods for lunch. I LOVE her cookings. So, I think that last nite's food at Zaika was just nice.

There were 8 of us and we had the VIP room. Luckily~ Coz we were quite noisy. Haha. The decor was nice, service was friendly .. and we saw 1 of lecturer having dinner there as well. Her table was right next to our door. Haha.

Owh, I forgot to tell you all. Better get ready lots of $$$ if you're planning to have dinner there. Our bill last nite gave us a heart attack. RM329.15~!!! That is without the tax and service charges. After adding the tax and service charges, our bill was RM359.15. Huhu .. *sadsad* But nevermind, we had fun last nite.

Out Of Reach~

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like the fool

So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Catch myself from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy every day
I know I will be okay

But I was
So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain what is lost inside
And I hope that in time, you'll be out of my mind
I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Out of reach, so far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there for me...

Oh No!! She's A Boy~!!

Just found out yesterday ... All this while, my friend Ayno and I thought that Chip, 1 of our cats was a SHE. But actually we were wrong .. found out by accident yesterday that she really is a HE .. hahaha. Ayno, we have to change her name lar ... and also go find a female cat .. all the cats at your place are males .. How are we gonna get kittens like dat? wah ... hancur our plan to sell kittens ...

Live.Love.Laugh

When was the last time someone looks you in the eye and told you that he/she loves you? And you know that he/she is saying that straight from the heart ...

For me it feels like centuries ago. Haha. Kesian kan? I mean, yes I do get those "I Love You's" now and then but lately, I don't know whether it's being said because that person really means it or because it's an obligation .. Hurm .. sad sad sad ... But nevermind. Coz I know where we stand right now. Been through this like a dozen times ... Can't keep on being weak right? Yep it's tough but I'll manage.

For now, I'll just Live, Love and Laugh .. (even if it kills me).

p/s: I LOVE YOU~!! ;P