♥♥♥

Been searching for this song for quite sometime. Til I actually gave up last year. Haha. I love the melody and also the lyrics. :)

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"Black Cherry"

How can it be? I can taste you now

How can I see when you're everything?

All my world in one grain of sand

And I've blown it

All my world in one grain of sand

And you own it

Black cherry, black cherry, stone

Black cherry, black cherry

Hearing you say it, I could die

Trembling star, just reminds me

All my world in one grain of sand

And I've blown it

All my world in one grain of sand

And you own it

Black cherry, black cherry, stone

Black cherry, black cherry

Excite me, ignite me

Oh and you know

I miss you, I kiss you

Oh and you know

Black cherry, black cherry, stone

Black cherry, black cherry

Excite me, ignite me

Oh and you know

I miss you, I kiss you

Oh and you know

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I miss you

xoxoxo

Hold on to it :)

This has always been one of my favourite song from Avril. Only recently  then I can connect her song with how my life is now. 

Innocence

Waking up I see that everything is OK

The first time in my life and now it's so great

Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed

I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it

This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

This innocence is brilliant

I hope that it will stay

This moment is perfect

Please don't go away

I need you now

And I'll hold on to it

Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear

The first time in my life and now it's so clear

Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here

It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it

This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming

It's the happiness inside that you're feeling

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming

It's the happiness inside that you're feeling

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliant

Makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliance

Please don't go away

Cause I need you now

And I'll hold on to it

Don't you let it pass you by

[Chorus]

xoxoxo

I Won't Forget

I don't have to say much.

This song says it all..

Aoyama Thelma - Wasurenai Yo (I Won't Forget)

Translations

Can I still believe in you? 
Even though it's difficult I'd want to believe, mmm
I'm sure this is love
It is something lasting 
As you were the first person who taught me

I'm not saying it's a promise 
It's not a promise
Because words are just vague right?
It's more simple 
To be loved
I'm just delighted

I'll be waiting, 
I won't forget, I won't forget
That's why today as normal
I will be waiting just like that day
Even though I feel lonely I'm fine
How you said "welcome back"
And embraced me 
It's as if I hear
The beat of your warm chest
Missing you

Nothing changed everything were still normal
Only you were gone
The rest surrounding us, story were gone
The city that's in my eyes is foreign

I'm not saying it's a promise 
It's not a promise
As it won't change and I will just be hurt right? I'm sure 
I have no special instincts nor anxious feelings
I just want to see you

I'll be waiting 
Whatever happens, whatever happens it's something I always want to remember
that's why It's something I'll always keep saying
The comfort I felt when you said "Welcome Back" and when you embraced me still remains
missing you 

(I'm not saying it's a promise) no it's not 
(but I still believe) I believe, I believe, I believe 
(it's not something like a promise) Even though it's not a promise 
But I just want to see you

I'll be waiting, 
I won't forget, I won't forget
That's why today as normal
I will be waiting just like that day
Even though I feel lonely I'm fine
How you said "welcome back"
And embraced me 
It's as if I hear
The beat of your warm chest
Missing you

Whatever happens, whatever happens it's something I'll always want to remember
That's why I'll always keep saying
The comfort I felt when you said "welcome back" and embraced me
Still remains 

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ただ逢いたいから 

xoxoxo

New lullaby

I've always had trouble in sleeping sometimes.

I think it's obvious from the times of my posts.

And I think I've said it many times too.

I just can't sleep sometimes.

So usually I'll listen to soft songs or musical instruments as my lullaby.

I actually have a playlists of songs that are my lullabies.

That playlist of mine contains lots of Yiruma's music.

Love love love Yiruma.

Trying my best to play one of his piece, "River Flows In You."

My cousins can play it on the piano now.

I've just started trying.

Slow progress coz my fingers are stiff from not playing on the piano for a long time.

And I do not always have access to a piano.

Anyway, this is a song that a friend of mine introduced.

The first time I heard it, straight away into my Lullaby Playlist.

I love the melody and also the lyrics.

It's Taylor Swift ft. The Civil Wars.

Safe and Sound

I remember tears streaming down your face

When I said "I'll never let you go"

When all those shadows almost killed your light

I remember you said "Don't leave me here alone"

But all that's dead and gone and past tonight

Just close your eyes

The sun is going down

You'll be alright

No one can hurt you now

Come morning light

You and I'll be safe and sound

Don't you dare look out your window

Darling everything's on fire

The war outside our door keeps raging on

Hold on to this lullaby

Even when the music's gone

Gone

Just close your eyes

The sun is going down

You'll be alright

No one can hurt you now

Come morning light

You and I'll be safe and sound

[INSTRUMENTAL]

Just close your eyes

You'll be alright

Come morning light

You and I'll be safe and sound

Sleep tight loves.

Stay safe and sound.

xoxoxo

Big Bang Fever

Tick-Tock, Tick-Tock

Throughout the day, I've been patiently waiting for the stroke of midnight.

Why, you ask?

I am patiently waiting for the release of Big Bang's new MV

Friends of mine in FB surely must be tired of me already. 

I think I've spammed their recent news timeline with enough pictures and videos of Big Bang.

Especially Dong Youngbae, or better known by his stage name of Taeyang.

Bwahahaha! 

Yeah, I am a fan of Big Bang.

My apologies to all my non KPop fan friends on FB (and also on Twitter).

But their voice, compared to other Kpop bands, waayyyy better.

My apologies again to non Big Bang fans.

But how can you resist the rapping skills of G.Dragon?

How can you resist TOP's deep voice?

How can you ever resist Taeyang's dance skills?

How can you resist Seungri's voice?

How can you resist Daesung's fun personality?

How on earth can you resist BIG BANG???

Yeah, Big Bang fever.

Ok bye!

I think the MV is already released.

"Wow, Fanstatic baby."

*screamslikehighschoolgirl*

xoxoxoxo

Byul (Stars)

My all time favourite song since the first time I saw the 200 Pound Beauty movie.

Translation

The wind is shaking the windows,

and over my small room.
The stars fill up the sky,

shining brightly too many to count.
The stars reassure tired me,
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

"Don’t be hurt too much"

They hug me tight and pamper me and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep.

Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk,
though my tears blur my vision,
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short,

I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart,
Like those countless number of stars,

forever

My dream is coming.

Though it is unusual that my one star is bright.
It is very bright, even blinding.

It comes down to my shoulder.

"Stop being so sad"

It holds my hand as it touches me and gives me a warm hug

Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk,

though my tears blur my vision,
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get.

Even though our happy times were short,

I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars,

forever

Only for today,

I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart

Like those countless number of stars,

forever.

 

A song that belongs to my past

I don't know why, but today this songs popped into my head and is stucked there ever since. Making me unstable. Gahh!!

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Ni Na Me Ai Ta
(You Love Her So Much)


zhi dao ai xiao shi ni cai dong de
You will only understand after love disappears
qu zhen xi shen bian mei ge mei hao feng jing
To appreciate all the beautiful scenery in front of you
zhi shi ta zao yi li qu
It's just that she has already left earlier
zhi dao ni xiang tong ta zao yi jing
Until you've thought it over,she has already
bu zai dui ni liu lian
Lost all her love for you
zui hou de ni
In the end
kai shi le yi duan zheng zha
You found yourself tangled in a struggle


ni na me ai ta
You love her so much
wei shen me bu ba ta liu xia
Why didn't you make her stay
wei shen me bu shuo xin li hua
Why didn't you say the words of your heart
ni shen ai ta
You love her deeply
zhe shi mei ge ren dou zhi dao a
Everyone knows that


ni na me ai ta
You love her so much
wei shen me bu ba ta liu xia
Why didn't you make her stay
shi bu shi ni you shen ai de liang ge ta
Is it that you have two of her that you love deeply
suo yi ni bu xiang zai rang zi ji wu fa zi ba
That's why you don't want to make it hard to pull yourself out of this

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Ok, off for class.

xoxo

Wait..

Wait For Me by Rebecca St. James

Darling did you know that I
I dream about you
Waiting for the look in your eyes
When we meet for the first time
Darling did you know that I
I pray about you
Praying that you will hold on
And keep your loving eyes only for me

Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Darling wait
Darling wait

Darling did you know I dream about life together
Knowing it will be forever
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And darling when I say
Till death do us part
I'll mean it with all of my heart
Now and always faithful to you

Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Darling wait
Darling wait

Now I know you may have made mistakes
But there's forgiveness and a second chance
So wait for me
Darling wait for me
Wait for me
wait for me

Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Darling wait
Darling wait
Wait for me
Darling wait
Cause I'm waiting for you
Cause I'm waiting for you
So wait for me
Darling wait
Wait for me 

Damn.Damn.Damn~

#songstuckinmyhead #onrepeat 

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

Who has been in my mind throughout this song?

No one in particular.

I just love this song.

Avril Lavigne's song.

Loved her from her first song.

:)

Music helps me get by

These eyes of mine seriously has problem. Can't sleep. *sigh*

Topic for tonight, music. 

Music really is my life, well not literally. But then, without music, I don't know how I would be able to get through those rough days when I just feel like breaking down. Seriously. Music helped me get by.

In times of sadness, mad, happiness, bored. 

I find most of my cures in MUSIC.

:)

Beautiful song with beautiful meanings.

Leona Lewis is always a favourite. Her songs always relates to me.

Love Songs from 2000 to 2010

I've sang along each and every one of these songs and some of them played a significant rle in some part of my life. :)

Ok. This is a random song from one of the Disney's cartoons that I grew up watching.

This particular song is one of my favourite from that cartoon. Haha

"Go on and kiss the girl"

And this song, also from Disney is a song that I love coz it somehow teaches us about life.

"Your journey has only begun"

Ok. 4 videos in one post should be more than enough. :)

xoxoxox

MY PERFECT NIGHTMARE

:: Another 30th. *sigh* Keep trying to erase that number but I can't ::

Finally! I've found a song that says exactly what I felt. Haha.

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Lyrics

Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry
Why don't I just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait for him to change
But it's okay I've disguised the pain (yeah)

And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brain washed

But I'm in love with this man (yeahhh)


Keep telling myself that its not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream

No way, no way, no way,

No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I dont mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep it cool, sometimes I let him know

Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go

But I don't ever wanna leave him alone

They say I'm brain washed

But I'm in love with this man (ooooh)

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream

No way, no way, no way,

No way, no way, no way, no way

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it (no way)
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting (don't mind hurting)
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream

No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

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Finally!

Especially the chorus:

"Keep telling myself that its not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare"

Listening to ... ...

Fight the Bad Feeling by T-Max

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Translation

What do I do.

I keep having a bad thoughts.

I'm sorry.

I know that I can't be like this

if I say that it's a lie, a lie

will my heart go back

tears fall

I can't even look at you because I'm so sorry

my heart hurts

what do I say first

I can't think.

dootdooo dootdootdoo dootdooloo dootdoot dootdoo

bbamba bbambamba

You keep making me have bad thoughts

the heart that's forgetting you

is not a good heart to me

it's such a bad heart

it's a bad heart. It's a bad heart

our love will never go away.. never.

Making me have bad thoughts

the heart that's forgetting you

is not a good heart to me

it's such a bad heart

it's a bad heart. It's a bad heart

erasing our love.. It's such a bad thought.

I don't like farewells..

just breaking up with you.. I don't like it even if I die.

Kindly

just think of me kindly

warmly

if you just say one word

I have no other wish.

dootdooo dootdootdoo dootdooloo dootdoot dootdoo

bbamba bbambamba

You keep making me have bad thoughts

the heart that's forgetting you

is not a good heart to me

it's such a bad heart

it's a bad heart. It's a bad heart

our love will never go away.. never.

Making me have bad thoughts

the heart that's forgetting you

is not a good heart to me

it's such a bad heart

it's a bad heart. It's a bad heart

erasing our love.. it's such a bad thought.

I don't like farewells..

just breaking up with you.. I don't like it even if I die

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From the Korean Drama, Boys Over Flowers.

*Korean Drama Mode*

:)

The Chinese Side of Me

I told you I'm really bad in Chinese right? But that doesn't mean I don't listen to Chinese songs (though I am a bit ketinggalan).

This song's lyric is so sweet. And I love the melody as well. :)

男人女人

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Translation

Ai ai ai ai le ji hui
Love, love, love, having loved a few times,
Ye ming bai qi zhong zi wei
I've understood its inherent taste.
Fu chu de chong lai bu hui deng yu shou hui
What you've given out will never be equal to what you receive.
Wo que hai zai deng dai zhe shei neng chu xian
I'm still waiting for whomever it is to appear.

Shang shang shang shang le ji hui
Hurt, hurt, hurt, being hurt for a few rounds,
Ye ceng jing wei ai qiao cui
I too have become wan and pallid because of love.
Ai qing li hao ren zong bi huai ren lang bei
In love, the good guy is always more discomfited than the bad guys.
Wo que hai shi xue bu hui hen xin dui shei
But I still can't get the hang of being cruel towards anyone.

Nan ren nan ren duo xi wang ni shi hao ren
Man, man, how I hope that you are a good man.
Duo xi wang yong ni de zhen rang wo bu bi zai xin teng
How I wish that you'd use your sincerity to wipe away the pain in my heart.
Nv ren nv ren wo da ying zuo ge hao ren
Woman, woman, I promise to be a good man.
Wo da ying yong wo yi sheng lai huan ni de kuai le yi sheng
I promise to use my whole life, to exchange for your life-long happiness.

Ai ai ai ai le ji hui
Love, love, love, having loved a few times,
Ye ming bai qi zhong zi wei
I've understood its inherent taste.

Fu chu de chong lai bu hui deng yu shou hui
What you've given out will never be equal to what you receive.
Wo que hai zai deng dai zhe shei neng chu xian
I'm still waiting for whomever it is to appear.

Shang shang shang shang le ji hui
Hurt, hurt, hurt, being hurt for a few rounds,
Ye ceng jing wei ai qiao cui
I too have become wan and pallid because of love.
Ai qing li hao ren zong bi huai ren lang bei
In love, the good guy is always more discomfited than the bad guys.
Wo que hai shi xue bu hui hen xin dui shei
But I still can't get the hang of being cruel towards anyone.

Nan ren nan ren duo xi wang ni shi hao ren
Man, man, how I hope that you are a good man.
Duo xi wang yong ni de zhen rang wo bu bi zai xin teng
How I wish that you'd use your sincerity to wipe away the pain in my heart.
Nv ren nv ren wo da ying zuo ge hao ren
Woman, woman, I promise to be a good man.
Wo da ying yong wo yi sheng lai huan ni de kuai le yi sheng
I promise to use my whole life, to exchange for your life-long happiness.

Nan ren nan ren duo xi wang ni shi hao ren
Man, man, how I hope that you are a good man.
Duo xi wang yong ni de zhen rang wo bu bi zai xin teng
How I wish that you'd use your sincerity to wipe away the pain in my heart.
Nv ren nv ren wo da ying zuo ge hao ren
Woman, woman, I promise to be a good man.

Bu hui zai rang wo (ni) xing teng yi deng zai deng
To refrain from letting me (you) being hurt, and waiting again and again.
Ni jiu shi wo deng de na ge ren
You are the one that I was waiting for.

Nan ren nan ren

Man, man
Nv ren nv ren
Woman, woman
Duo me xi wang ni shi dui de ren
How I yearn that you are the correct partner.

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Nice meaning kan?

The last phrase, "How I yearn that you're the correct partner" is so sweet.

Emptying my mind/.

It's time to clear out the clutters in my brain. *sigh*

So many things to say, so little words to describe them.

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You told me that every girl would love to be in my place. Always together, able to do everything together. Yes, I'm thankful to be here. But what they don't know is the pain I have to hide every single time I see you happily in love with another. The lies I tell myself to make me feel better so that I can be stronger. No, they don't know. It's not easy to be me, to be in this place.

I'm doing a little scrapbook. Gathering memories of what it used to be. Hopefully when I've finished that scrapbook, I'd be ready to completely leave. And I mean really2 leave.

Oh Dear~~

Last week, since classes had not started yet I 'wasted' away my time watching a Korean drama titled You're Beautiful. Ever since then, the songs from that drama has been replaying in my head. But there's one particular song that I absolutely loved from the drama. Without A Word (I think that's the name).

There's actually 3 version of this song. By 9th Street, Park Shin Hye and Jang Geun Suk. But, I especially like Jang Geun Suk's version of the song. His character in that drama appeals to me. Hahaha. A nice boy trying to hide who his real personality by acting cool and unconcerned. So cute. :)

The meaning of this song is quite sad. But I like it. Goes well on telling what happened in the drama.

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Translation:

I shouldn’t have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place

I should have pretended I wasn’t listening
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place

Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore
otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before

Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised

Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken

Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I’ve become transparent, I’ve become a fool
and I cry just by looking at the sky

Without a word, separation finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
It took my heart by surprised
To send you away unexpectedly
It came without a word

Without a word, love appears
Without a word, love vanishes
Like a fever I’ve had, maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while

Because in the end, the only thing that remains are scars

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I think I'm gonna watch this drama again.

Hehe. :P

Lala Land

Haha. I dunno what to put as the title for this post. I'm back in Miri. 3 weeks back home, though it's tiring 'cause there a lot of things I have to do back home, I feel refreshed. Missing the simple things we can only get at home right now. Like opening the door just sufficient enough to get your body in or out of the house. 'Cause if you open it too wide, "The Flash"would zoom into the house. Haha. Who or what is "The Flash"? Well, earlier on I did mention that we have a new puppy, named Ollie right? News flash! Ollie is now Lollie ('Cause my mum keeps on pronouncing it wrongly) and yes, Lollie is "The Flash". He is so hyperactive. Running here and there, panting all the time. Sometimes just looking at him makes me feel tired. Haha. His a bit bigger now. I'll upload some pics of him and the 2 new puppies too later. Haven't transfer the pics yet and I'm feeling to lazy to get up from this chair right now.

Owh! I almost forgot. I've moved to a new room. No more privacy. :'( Coz I was a bit late on renewing my tenancy with the Uni, I had to move into a twin-sharing room. And it is so effing small! My room mate is not here yet, so I'm treasuring these few moments of having the room all too myself til she gets here.

There's one song that's stuck into my head right now. Blame it on my sis coz she keeps on playing that song when I was back home. It's a song from Alesha Dixon, titled Breathe Slow.

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I'm running out of patience

Cause I can't believe what the hell I'm hearing
And speaking of hell it don't compare

To this heat that I am feeling

I love you to much, it shows

All my emotions go out of control
Good for you, bad for me

When I can hardly see from the tears that flow

Can't forget to breathe slow

Count from 1 to 10 with my eyes closed

Cause ladies taking in and get composure

Before I lose it get composure

I am going to breathe slow

Count from 1 to 10 with my eyes closed

Cause ladies taking in and get composure

Ladies never lose composure

Not gonna lie or even try,

You've got my world spinning
And I ain't the one who shot the gun

Cause that means you will be winning

I love you to much, it shows

All my emotions go out of control
Good for you, bad for me

When I can hardly see from the tears that flow

Can't forget to breathe slow,

Count from 1 to 10 with my eyes closed

Cause ladies take it in and get composure

Before I lose it get composure

I am going to breathe slow

Count from 1 to 10 with my eyes closed

Cause ladies take it in and get composure

Ladies never lose composure

Somebody better hold me back

You're lucky I know how to act

So lucky I ain't gonna attack.

I'm being calm and cool but believe me you

It's taking everything to just breathe

Breathe, breathe

Can't forget to breathe slow

Count from 1 to 10 with my eyes closed

Cause ladies take it in and get composure

Before I lose it, get composure

I am going to breathe slow

Count from 1 to 10 with my eyes closed

Cause ladies take it in and get composure

Ladies never lose composure

Can't forget to breathe slow

Count from 1 to 10 with my eyes closed

Cause ladies take it in and get composure

Before I lose it, get composure

I am going to breathe slow

Count from 1 to 10 with my eyes closed

Cause ladies take it in and get composure

Ladies never lose composure

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It's like a reminder to myself,

"Ladies never lose composure"

I hope you're listening to this song.

p/s: I gained 1kg during the 3 weeks back home! Darn! Need to get back to the gym ASAP!

Glee~

I am hooked onto Glee. Songs from the new episodes are so ... I don't have the right words to describe them. Haha. They even sang Total Eclipse of the Heart. Aww .. It's one of my favourites. Used to dedicate that song to someone back in 2008. Love the Glee version of it. :)

But, there is one particular song that got stucked in my head since the night I watched it. Haha. Run, Joey Run.

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[Rachel Berry]
Daddy please don’t it wasn’t his fault
He means so much to me
Daddy please don’t, we’re gonna get married
Just you wait and see

[Noah Puckerman]
Every night the same old dream I hate to close my eyes
I can’t erase the memory the sound of Julie’s cry
She called me up late that night she said :
Joe, don’t come over
My Dad and I just had a fight
And he stormed out the door

I’ve never seen him act this way,
My God, he’s goin’ crazy
He said he’s gonna make you pay
For what we done, he’s got a gun!

So run, Joey run, Joey run

[Rachel Berry]
Daddy please don’t, it wasn’t his fault
He means so much to me
Daddy please don’t, we’re gonna get married
Just you wait and see

[Jesse St. James]
Got in my car and I drove like mad
Til I reached Julie’s place
She ran to me, with tear-filled eyes and bruises on her face
All at once I saw him there sneaking up behind me (watch-out!)
Then Julie yelled, “He’s got a gun!”
And she stepped in front of me

[Finn Hudson]
Suddenly, a shot rang out and I saw Julie falling
I ran to her, I held her close
When I looked down, my hands were red
And here’s the last words Julie said

[Rachel Berry]
Daddy please don’t, it wasn’t his fault
He means so much to me
Daddy please don’t, we’re gonna get married

aaaaaaah aaaaaaaaaah

Run, Joey run, Joey run, Joey run, Joey run
Joey run, Joey run…..!

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Hehe.
Ok bye.
Have to get back to my revisions.
Final exams.
Grrr~
:S

I'm a prisoner of love~~

Sore throat. Running nose. Slight fever. *sigh*

Just saw somthing just now that slightly hurt me. I know I should have expected it but still I did not expect that it would still hurt this much. Nevermind la. I should be used to it now. Used to the be treated like this also. Used to not expect anything also. Right?

This is an old song by Utada Hikaru. Loved this song. Loving it even more now. Coz felt like the lyrics talks abit about what I'm going through. I guess I really am just a prisoner of love.

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:'(