Dark & Gloomy?

Hello.

Guess how the weather has been these past few days?

This.

Haha.
Maybe not literally raining cats and dogs. But it has been raining heavily, non-stop since Tuesday nite. *sigh* I don't really mind the rain. It is quite nice to stay curl up in your blankie while hearing the raindrops outside your window. It would be a nice weather to catch up on those books you've always wanted to read while sipping a cup of hot chocolate. Yum! :)

Still, days and days of rain could get quite tiring. So, I've decided to find quotes on rains. And most of it cheered me up. But these 3 really made me smile. I'm going to share them.


"Let the rain kiss you. Let the rain beat upon your head with silver liquid drops. Let the rain sing you a lullaby."
~by Langston Hughes


"And when it rains on your parade, look up rather than down. Without the rain, there would be no rainbow."
`by Jerry Chin

"Anyone who says sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the rain."
~Author Unknown



Nice right? So don't let the wet season get you down.

All snuggled up in my comforter,

Listening to this right now

Sad song right?

(: unɟ ɹoɟ ʇsnɾ

˙oןןǝɥ

˙unɟ s,ʇı 'ןןıʇs ʇnq ¡ǝɯɐן ˙˙˙ ʍouʞ ı 'ʍouʞ ı ˙puǝıɹɟ ɐ ɯoɹɟ sıɥʇ ʇnoqɐ ʇno punoɟ ˙ǝɥǝɥ ¡uʍop ǝpısdn 'ƃuıƃƃoןq ɯ,ı 'pooɟ ɟɟo puıɯ ʎɯ ǝʞɐʇ oʇ 'os ): ˙ƃuıuǝʇʇɐɟ os ǝʞıן sı ʇɐɥʇ ˙ɯɐʎɐ uɐdɐןɐן sı ʍou ʇɥƃıɹ ɟo ʞuıɥʇ uɐɔ ı ןןɐ puɐ ˙ƃuıןqɯnɹ sı ʎɯɯnʇ ʎɯ ʎןsnoıɹǝs ˙ʎɹƃunɥ ooooooos ɯɐ ı puɐ ɯɐ 1 sı ʇı

Ok. Enough upside downs. My neck hurts trying to read what I wrote. Haha. Btw, my back hurts. And I have 3 fugly bruises on my left thigh. Thanks to the karaoke session I had with the cuzzies last nite. We had 1 bottle of Absolut Raspberry and 1 bottle of Absolut Peach. Me n 1 of my cousin planned to take home the empty bottles as a memoir. But darn! I blacked out last nite and she was too bz singing. So when we woke up this morning the both of us was like "Oh No! We forgot our bottles!" Haha. Can't blame me coz I have absolutely no idea what happen last nite after I passed out. Thank God Karl and Emen was there to carry me into the car. Hahaha! Lesson? If u wanna go out for drinks, make sure there are guys following. Just in case you need help walking back to the car. :)

Wait! Forgot to mention that before the karaoke session, we went for dinner at Soho and BARcelona. Food was great but I think I chose the wrong drink for dinner. Midori Martini. Figured that because there's Midori in it, maybe it would taste good (I'm a big fan of Midori). But, I was wrong. The Martini was horrible. Not my taste I guess. Owh, and guess what? The total bill for our dinner was ... *drum rolls* RM300++! I almost fainted. But luckily my cousin's friend footed the bill. :P Bak kata anung, "Ari tok, cukur bulu kaki orang jak keja kita!" Haha!

What else? Hurm .. Did I mention that I only sang 1 song last nite? After that it was nitey nite for me. *sigh* Sia sia jak aku pg karaoke..

I think that's all. I'm sleepy. Better go to bed to try to forget bout my Lalapan Ayam. Haha. Besides, I have to make up for the unhealthy sleep i had last nite. Right?

¡ooɥooʍ ˙ɥɔunן ʎɯ ɹoɟ ɯɐʎɐ uɐdɐןɐן nɐdɐʇ puɐ oƃ ɐuuoƃ ɯ,ı ʍoɹɹoɯoʇ ¡ǝuoʎɹǝʌǝ ǝʇıu ʎǝʇıu

(: dǝǝןs ǝʇıu pooƃ ɐ ɹoɟ ƃuıdoɥ


P.S: I just found out that 2 of my cats died. Chip and Venus, I'm so gonna miss u 2. Especially ChipChip. :'(

1Malaysia? Puh-Leez ..

Just awhile ago I was browsing through my FB and I came across one status update. It was about a church arson attack. I was curious so I went and Goggle-d it. And there it was. A news on arson attacks on 3 churches in Malaysia. *sigh*

What's happening now amongst the Malaysian. How can one be so thoughtless on doing such act? 1Malaysia, yeah right ... That's just NATO (No Action Talk Only).

This makes me think back on an essay I was asked to write in 2003, when I as in Form 5. It was for a contest held by the News Straits Times. The name of the contest was Portrait of a Young Malaysian. I remember what I felt when I wrote out my essay, my own portrait as a young Malaysian. I was proud to be a Malaysian, the reasons are mainly because of the different races and cultures we have here living together harmoniously. I even compared Malaysia to a country where I've spent 5 years of my childhood.

But now, all those words seemed bleak and empty. My eyes are open up wide now. I know what's going on. Back in 2003, I was living under a shell, protected by my teachers. Only being told what we should know. But now, if I were to write an essay again on Portrait of a Young Malaysian, it would be so much more different.

Malaysian, what's happening to us? Where is that 1Malaysia concept? Actually we don't even need that 1Malaysia concept to tell us and guide us to be better people. Use your heart. What would you feel if others treat you unjustly?

Dear Malaysia, how can I be proud to be a Malaysian if your people are acting this way?

Prayer for our country

Almighty God,
bless our nation
and make it true
to the ideas of freedom and justice
and brotherhood for all who make it great.

Guard us from war,
from fire and wind,
from compromise, fear, confusion.

Be close to our president and our statesmen;
give them vision and courage,
as they ponder decisions affecting peace
and the future of the world.

Make me more deeply aware of my heritage;
realizing not only my rights
but also my duties
and responsibilities as a citizen.

Make this great land
and all its people
know clearly Your will,
that they may fulfill
the destiny ordained for us
in the salvation of the nations,
and the restoring of all things in Christ.

Amen

Pray for our country,

DumDumDiDaDum ...

I'm bored. There's nothing much for me to do. And it can be quite depressing to be in my situation right now. Waiting and waiting. *sigh*

Someone come and kidnap me quick!

Something new~~

I was totally bored ok? So went surfing through the internet and suddenly thought of something that I've always wanted to do for such a long time. Hehe. Ok, it might not be new for some of you but it's new to me. I generated some signatures for me. Haha!

So now I can sign off with style!

XOXO's

Moments captured :)

Was browsing through my photo album earlier and I came across these pictures. It was taken during the holidays. Me and my siblings were bored at home so we decided to play badminton at our courtyard. And guess what time it was? 3 in the evening! Freaking hot I tell you. But I was lucky. I get to play in the shade. Ha-Ha! So that means that my opponent has to play under the sun. And as Mummy was yelling at us telling that it's too hot to play, guess what my siblings did?




Ha-ha! I miss those 2.. Owh! There was this one time when one of us hit the shuttlecock too hard that it landed on the roof. Since that was the last usable shuttlecock left (others had ended up becoming chew toys :S), my brother had to go and get it. This was done by climbing out of the window from my parents' bedroom.



Luckily Mummy din see. :)

One of my favourite quotes

It's 2010 already?

So another year has gone by. Let me think back to what I've promised myself last year ... Don't think I've fulfill them all. Ha-ha.

2010.

What would I want for 2010?

I pray that Daddy will be more health conscious, able handle his anger more and knows that I'm trying my very best to make him proud. I pray that Mummy won't get tired all the time, have more patience and knows that I love her and misses her everyday. I pray that my sister would be more wiser, listens to the advises given to her and knows that we all love her and want the best for her. I pray that my brother would grow up, stop annoying people and read more books this year. I pray that my family could be the happy loving family that I once knew. That's what I want for my family for 2010.

For myself? I pray that I too will be wiser, have a stronger will, a stronger heart and have more patience ...

Actually, I don't really know what I want for myself in 2010 ... sometimes the world seems so bleak and I feel as if there's no hope for me. I just pray that one day I'd be able to open my eyes and realize that everything will get better.

Happy 2010 everyone. Hope this year brings you all happiness.

Can't sleep ...

I'm in a new room. Feels less homey .. Tomorrow I have to go and get some stuff to make it feel more homey. I should be sleeping now yet my eyes are so wide awake. And my heart is troubled.

Dis song tells what I'm feeling rite now.



Really like the part when she sings
"I'm fading fast & you`re the one I'm calling, I'm crying out cause baby do you, do you know? You're my heartbeat, you're my energy. Gotta come running
before its too late."