Sorry~ I forgot~ >.<

Hehe. I forgot. The other day, I promised to post a picture of the cupcakes that I ordered from Malacca. Here it is.

But, sorry ya kakak yg polah cupcakes ya ... sik sedap. Not trying to sound cocky or anything but the cupcakes that me and my friends are selling are nicer. ;P Wan to know why? The cream that the kakak used. Cium jak bau cupcakes ya pun da mual. =.=" But the design is ok lar. Thanks anyway ..

p/s: I ate like only 3 out of 20 that we bought. Huhu.

cacat cacat cacat~!!!

I HAVE AN ULCER ON THE TIP OF MY TONGUE. SINCE WEDNESDAY. BUT GOTTEN WORSE ON THURSDAY. NOW, THE WAY I TALK IS SO CACAT. I CAN'T EAT. ONLY DRINK, DRINK AND DRINK. WARGHH~!!! MACAM ORG BRUK LEKAK POLAH PIERCING KAT LIDAH JAK. STUPID, STUPID, STUPD. FASTER GO AWAY LA ULCER. IT HURTS. I CAN'T TALK PROPERLY, I CAN'T EAT PROPERLY. HUHUHU ..

This is for you~

Once in awhile, I don't like what I'm feeling. It feels as if the whole world is lying to me right into my face. When I seek for assurance, I don't get it. I don't feel as if the truth is being told. But I would tell myself from time to time to not bother on these matters. Pay more attention on what makes you happy, not sad.

At these times, I don't really know how to write what I feel. Its as if I have no words to describe. So for me, songs are appropriate.

For today, the song that's been playing in my mind is Umbrella.



Dedicated to sum1. How much longer? How much further?



" When the sun shines, we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella~ "

Warghhh~!!!!!

2 weeks of hectic schedules before 2 weeks of blissful leisure. Haruskah? Huhu. Just had my Progressive Test 1 for Marketing Service. It was confusing~!! Habisla, habisla ... But what's done is done. Now I have to concentrate on the informal presentation on Thursday. Then next week, mid terms for Fin212 (Mon) and Economic Techniques (Thurs). Wait~!! Not done yet~!! There will be a presentation on our service script and blueprints for MOS on Tues and an Individual Assignment for Market Research due on Thurs. Warghh~!! Dats alot~!! Huhu. But after this 2 weeks, I get to bersenang-lenang for 2 weeks. Kira ganti balit la tek. Hohohoho~ Planning to balit Kuching wif friends. Nait kreta. Planning only la .. Not confirm yet. Eei, best eh best eh~!! Hahaha (Blom bis kerja gik da pike sal cuti. Terok~!!)

Tired ... Still have to do my MOS tute for tomorrow. Huhu .. Bah, better go do now. Feeling sleepy oredi~ (o.O)

Beautiful song ...

Was going thru my music album and I discovered this song. It's an old song by Delta Goodrem but it's a fav of mine.

Not Me, Not I




You mixed me up for someone
Who'd fall apart without you
Yeah you broke my heart for the first time
But I'll get over that too
It's hard to find the reasons
Who can see the rhyme?
I guess we were seasons out of time
I guess you didn't know me

[Chorus:]
If you think love is blind?
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprise, and I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry
No not me, not I, not I, no not me, not I

The story goes on without you
And there's got to be another ending
But yeah you broke my heart it won't be the last time
But I'll get over them too
As a new door opens we close the ones behind
And if you search your soul I know you'll find
You never really knew me

[Chorus]

All you said to me
All you promised me
All the mystery never did believe
No I never cry no I never not me not I

If you think love is blind
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprise, and I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry
No not I, I won't cry
No not me, not I, not I,
Not I
No not me, not I

New nursery rhyme

Hehe. That day in my friend's car while listening to the radio, we heard this small kid singing Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star. It was so funny coz he improvised a line of the song. Then I remembered this 1 improvised nursery rhyme. Hehehe. Here's the improvised Baa Baa Black Sheep:

Baa baa black sheep~

Ani wani mu?

Yes sir, Yes sir

3 bags full.

1 for my master,

and 1 for my dame.

And 1 for the little boy

Who lives down the lane.

My mind is in disturbia ...

I received a message from sum1 just now in FS. He was asking about sum1. If any of u read my FS blog, that sum1 he was asking about would be XX. Warghhh~!! Haruska bt aku t'igt gik ngn XX ya? Maka aku da semakin ok da .. Huhu.

Now this guy, he is my bestie's boyfren. 6 years now and still going strong. Then why was he asking about XX you may ask? Well those that read my FS blog, kan aku ada crita kat sia yg I will never be able to forgive XX? I still can't forgive XX, but I'm gradually learning to ignore on XX's existence. The main reason why I cannot forgive XX? Well, yes XX hurted this sum1 very dear to me. Not once, maybe twice or thrice. How has XX hurt this sum1? Well, after hurting me by taking away this sum1 dear to me, XX hurted that sum1 dear by going away and giving dat sum1 dear back to me. As if nya ya benda, bkn manusia. Memang I was happy, but in the same time I was sad coz I know, mek 2 mpun relationship will never be the same anymore.

More trobles and turbulance followed after that. But the 1 big major event that made me really hate XX was when I found out XX ya bbait blt ngn sum1 dear ya. XX made this sum1 trust in XX and made that sum1 start syg blt ngn XX. After dat, you know what she did? She told that sum1, yg nya dah start suka ngn org len and org len ya kiranya nya mpun ex-bf. wth!!

Wait~!! The best part is yet to come ... I found out by accident who was XX ex-bf (which was the one yg nya da start syg blt coz nya salu msg XX and salu kat dpn mata XX). That guy, he is my bestie's boyfriend. For SIX years now~!! Makin la aku mrh nak? Dala mrampas gerek aku, lukakan hati gerak aku ya, now nak mrampas gerek BESTFREN aku. Warghh~!! Unforgivable~!!

When dat sum1 dear found out, apa lagik. Pegila nya mrh2 kat XX ya. Pdh tok la, ya la ... pdh xkan maafkanla, xkan crk nya gik la, apa la ... ( Yeah rite~ Whatever~) While me? I kepo2 la. Go ask this guy yg nya knl x ngn XX ya. And you know what? He DENIED EVERYTHING!!! When XX found out that he was taken, by my bestfren lagik ya, XX say la yg nya xtauk apa2. Nya xkan crk lgk laki ya. Apa2la ..

Huhu. That's why now XX is trying very hard to ambik blt dat sum1 dear to me. As for me? I give dah. Come what may. I'll just assume XX doesn't exist. I'm happy that why. I won't nag, I won't throw tantrums, I won't cry, I won't be selfish. I'll just go on my way. Live.Love.Laugh. That's what I'll do.

Friends, thanks for making everyday of my days so filled with laughters.

p/s: Bodo laki ya tyk ngn aku sal XX. Buat aku emo jak igt blt ngn XX bodo ya. Maka aku dah hepi2 da xigt sal nya. Ktkorg mok tauk apahal nya tyk? Sebab nya mok pdh kat aku yg bestfren aku ya cinta sejati nya dr dlk gik. O tedah XX kn main gik. Sak nya. Sapa srh nya g mainkan perasaan org lain, kan? What goes around, comes around. Warghh~!! Aku emo~!! Dala. This is so not me.

GermS

Aok u ... marah2 kat me. Huh! Koto bh tauk x?

Huhu ...

Something funny ...

Hehe. I forgot. Yesterday before baking the cupcakes, we went to Parkson at Bintang Megamall to search for some piping equipments. When we arrived there, I realized something. I'll just show you the pics. No words necessary.






Hehe ...

Baking cupcakes~

I love baking. Yesterday, I baked cupcakes. Together with Eva and Ayno. Was just trying out some ideas we had. This was our first attempt. It might not look very pretty but it sure tastes nice. And we had lots of fun~!! Here's some pics of the process.

Wanna see the results?











Muahahahaha~!!!

Any1 wan 1? I can make some for you. But not for free ah~ Hehehehe.

Last pic, me hard at work. Trying my best to decorate. Haha.



Hehe. Dun be jealous~